Thank you, I appreciate that. She needs your prayers now. Thats for sure <3
I am really worried I am going to lose one of my best friends. I have a lot of faith in Sydney and I know she is fighting and I know she is strong but things just keep getting worse and worse. It is so fucking unfair.
fuck.
I cant stop crying.
(via sorryidontswim)
Why can’t good things just happen to good people. Why do bad things happen. It’s not fair. None of this is fair.
Thank you, I appreciate it. And the prayers for Syd are much needed and appreciated.
I forget that nothing is guaranteed. I expect things for other people to work out. I go through life thinking that its ok that I am all screwed up because I just assume everyone else will ultimately be ok because they deserve it. But that’s not how life works.
One of my best friends Sydney, had to get surgery today and before hand I told her I loved her and that she would be fine and then I really just didn’t worry because I just assumed everything would be fine. I didn’t stop to think about the fact that the surgeon was about to cut her open and take something out of her body. I didn’t think about what was really happening. I just thought “she will be fine and I will talk to her in a few hours when she wakes up” but now her surgery is over and she isn’t just ok and she isn’t fine and I should have worried and I should have been thinking of her because she needs all the good vibes and prayers and positive thoughts she can get. Because people aren’t always fine. That’s not how life works.
I don’t like life.
there is a banana in his republic
(via suspension0f-disbelief)
omg why can’t i be there right now
where is this. i need to go here asap.
(via yoursmineother)
